The few pieces I did for Escapril
1.Lost time and alarm clocks
When i opened my eyes i knew you were an idiot for waiting on me. there is a freedom to not being on time but frankly i barely show up anywhere.
My eyes would never open again if i could help it but truly it doesnt matter to you. i wish it did sometimes. Youre an idiot for waiting on me when i never wanted to look at the clock hands again. time is an illusion to remind us of our own deaths but id argue sleep is a better reminder.
I dont need a alarm clock when you make me want to wake up
2.Seperation
There is a distinct seperation between the thought of love and the thought of a partner
between a construct and bodies
between thoughts and minds melding
frankly that seperation is ignored
frankly i think people purposefully ignore it
because if they didnt what would be the justification for their lives
they wouldnt have an excuse for why they havent left their unhappy marriage yet
why some predestined ideal of love is a good enough reason to stay
frankly if you cant justify your relationship without that combined concept
you should keep it too yourself and out of my inbox
frankly people love to push those things on me
frankly i think its been happening since i was young
frankly my father knows its never been true but if he recognized it wasnt hed have to apologize to my mother
frankly my family has pushed it on me for years
and frankly im tired
Can we just be friends for today?
3.Limbs
Your limbs pull of your body like bread pulls apart
you wonder if this is what its like to be loved and frankly if it is you never want to do it again
there is a humanity to destruction that you can practically taste
you wash off your limbs an dreconfigure them to your body in a way you like better
bodies are more customizable than people like to admit
the recipe is more complicated
the love of it is more harmful
identity is a looking glass that we view ourselves through
mosiacs make more sense wehn you stand back and summarize
the pieces pull apart like bread
sometimes you wonder if you need the looking glass at all. maybe the pieces are enough
there is a humanity too destruction
your limbs pull apart
4.Strange Behavior
i use the word frankly too much
i talk to much about my plans
i need to learn to keep quiet
strange behavior gets one jailed these days
there is little difference between civil resistance and crime in the eye of authority
frankly i wonder when well realize our resistance has got to get less civil
but i need to keep quiet about that
folks might get the wrong idea
my strange behavior aint much compared to some
frankly i could do better
got more skills in it untrained than most get in school
It will get you jailed these days
Id rather just quiet down.